Night; I play my song of requiem

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Just gotten back mid year results and well, its kind of disappointing...how should I say it? I didn't get the results I wanted/expected so its rather disappointing. I think I've slack alot these this year, I did better in last year than this year. So I have to buck up, in order not to disappoint myself again. My parents are always very understanding and whenever my results are not always what they have expected, they would not scold me but tell me to work harder next time so I have to work harder so that they won't be disappointed the next time. They spent time,patience and money on me;buying me assessment books to revise and practice and sent me for tuition.But still, I did not do well especially in maths. I went for the tuition and yet, I did not improve. I don't know the reason why I tried asking myself many,many times but still, I don't know why. Is it because I have not enough time to revise my subjects, especially my maths. My maths is the weakest in all the other subjects. I went for tuition and practice on all the maths sums but still, I failed. I'm sick and tired of falling my maths and I tried to practice my maths but yet, again and again, I failed. What is wrong with me? I practice and yet failed? I could not understand. I cannot understand how I pass my exams in the pass. I always score marks like 60s or 70 something. Is ti because, like everyone have said, it wa easy? If not, what was it? So I hope that I could work harder next semester and pass all my subjects.

9:09 PM
`playing my own requiem